Time heals Nothing.

I...was broken when i wrote this.

Xavier Fox or not, i'm broken, head to toe and, i'm breathing fine.

This year i find, that Not all wounds can be healed with time.

Maybe i'll just stop caring, stop sharing, just to see who minds.

I may be moving on, but there's no memories that i leave behind

I cannot hold my emotions I'm bogus, i don't even know where i'm going.

My actions become my words, My depression is a river that's not flowing.

Heart cold and my heads hot,

 My mind's dead, but my brains locked.

I may be quiet, it's because my minds a riot,

nothing but hell, is trapped inside it.

I might have have hell inside my heart but i'm still willing to give it to you.

Though you lied more times than my hand can count, You're the only one i can be true to.

I remember back as a kid, "I don't care about them." Was my plan.

Now 16 and shrinking, My heart is sinking, Only two people i can stand

Is god and the devil, pulling me from each arm, I'm starting to stretch out

Maybe one day we'll have a winner,I'm a sinner, but i'll do Anything for me to get out.

Author's Note

This is me writing while i'm broken.

Reviews

[audrie]

Sometimes love is blind - and sometimes the good outweighs the bad . . .either way love conjures up all sorts crazy emotions -

[Lucien Maier]

It shows you can do better than this. Take the emotions you felt durning this and pull em out and write again, there is something here that wants to come out, but this piece does not do it.

[Coyote Poetry]

A lot of thoughts in the poem. I could feel the disappointment and desire to know some kind of peace. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Luna Zerimar]

This is so true.

Amazing as always.

[melissa]

This is a sad poem but you did amazing job writing this poem keep up the great work i ope your poems published cause I want to buy them because I really enjoy reading them you are amazing writer

[Saddam]

Heart cold and my heads hot,
My mind's dead, but my brains locked.

You have write it with your breaking heart. Ah..... A breakfull heart...... I can understand that well.....