shoping (chpt 5)

(new job, new home,new life well kinda to the new life part i was anxious to see what would happen,"ready to go get some clothes?"

my sister staired at me with huge existed eyes i just staired at her in reply, the thoughts of

trying on outfits for hours on end  made me shutter but than i thought about empty my closet and how it lacked work appropriate clothes and

i finally

replied
    "ya, lets geter done" so i packed a fake smile on and headed to the car.
 
        i flipped on the air conditioner and pulled my knees up to my chin and chasing the thoughts around in my head trying to grasp one

individual thought

but i missed it every time, closing my eyes for a split second i began to flash back to when i was alone train hoping from state to state

working what i could and  bring justice when i had a chance, forgetting how to use my wings till i was found by my teacher, i never

could understand why he picked me but none the less i was grateful.

opening my eyes to the belligerent sun shine and the alligator like colds floating out side the car window,

    "i hate to be that kid who alwase asks but.. Are We There Yet?"
    
         "15 min" she laughed and playfully pushed my leg"

spending money on decent clothes is not some thing i looked forward to but a necessary part of having a job

its not like i can just constantly wear back to work every day i was lucky enough to even have this job.

                   "oh dear god in heaven" i said to myself as i fingered through new shirts

looking at diff horrible printed patternes and bright  colors.

i dont understand how people can wear this junk and feel confident, it makes me want to
slit my wrist with one of my gagged throwing knifes

and watching my sister shop was like watching a fat kid in a bakery evey thing was oh

my gosh look at this and of check this out.
                     " your total is going to be one hundred and eighteen dollars and

seventy five cents, is this going to be cash or card?" she asked with a perfectly

plastered smile on her face, she had clearly been in retail way to long and i was

almost positive that even if she stopped smiling her face would stay stuck that way.

i reached into my pocket and pulled out a roll of twenties.
        "here" I handed her 120 dollar "keep the change" I grabbed the paper handles to

my bags and moved to the side so my sister could check out.
         "two hundred forty six dollars and ten cents" she chimed again.

I flexed my now aching back collected my sisters bags.
     "DUDE you spent sooooo much money"
     " I know but there's stuff in here for you too"
     " oh ya? like what?"
     " make up" sh paused waiting so see how i would respond.
     " Gross" i filled the slince as i filled up the trunk of her Pontiac grand AM.

Last time i wore a dress was in high school, i got stood up. I waited at my house for

three hours before i decided to give up, i beat the s**t out of him in school the very

next day and got suspended for 3 days, not like being out of school for 3 days was

much of a punishment, i loved it i got to mess around it was a party.
    "hey can i drive i promise i wont get pulled over but i cant promise i wont drive     fast?"
     "make you a deal, ill let you drive the rest of the week if you go out with me in the dress i got you."
I glanced at the car and back at her.
      "v6?"
      "yes"
      "manual, right"
      "yes"
      " deal"
she tossed me the keys and switched me seats, i sank down in the black leather seat

and reached under the seat moving my fingers along till i felt some thing cold and

matalic, I gave it a little tug and moved the seat fword pulled in the

clutch and turned the key i and the car gave off a sweet humm into the air.
  
  "you might want to put your seat belt on" i gestured  tword her.
    " na, this will be the most fun i had in years"
I put it in first gear and drove perfectly till i left the parking lot, i push the the clutch

in and jump shifted to 4th gear, Easter hollered in excitement, i flipped to 5th gear

than glanced down at the speedometer... 65
  "whats the speed limit here?"
  "35" she grinded
i looked into the rear view mior to check for cops.
  " Don't even worry about it, all the cops here are dirty, they wont do s**t"
  " if you say so" i drifted a corner and glanced at my sister just in time to witness a drop of drool run down her chin.
   "really sis you are that fun deprived you had to go and drool on your self, bring a

bib next time geese........ i bet you wanted me to drive the hole time you just wanted

a insensitive to do it."
   "you caught me" she beamed