what do you mean you do not believe in love?
this can only be said after a string of inconveniences disguised as relationships
i can say that it is in some ways plausible; only if approached in a chasm of inflated expectations
there are those opposed to your thoughts who you would use as evidence
they know not of dismissal, but of a loss of life and characteristic happiness
and though it be rare, there are some who fill your life with all those things that are said to accompany it
though there is no direct sparkles or hokus pokus, you will know the magic of love when it hits you
there is a hole that you, through survival instinct alone, have managed to fill and not reveal (for fear)
you do not know yourself to be in its presence until you burn the blockade and allow another to bridge the gap
until such a hole is discovered, it is easy to deny the existence of it
yet, like the face of god, once it is seen there is no force that can erase it from your memory
and denial will then become trivial pursuit
until then i wish you the best my friend, and when my words become clear i wish you luck in discarding your current beliefs and embracing this new life