I'm a piece

I was obviously feeling regret when writing this...

I'm a piece of s**t:

I'm a piece of s**t
Grasping at my last wit
I fucked up I fucked up
And my apology is not enough,
God I fucked up.
Nothing in this world could change how I feel
And this mistake, this pain I have to deal.
But my feelings for you are sealed,
They're never changing or going away
No matter what anyone says,
I absolutely adore you,
Everything you do,
Your laugh and side glances
As you push little buttons to get a reaction
Or when you rub my back
As you hold me tight
I've found a home, in your arms,
Where I'll be kept from all harm,
And I'll protect my home,
I'll protect with every ounce of strength I have.
I should of known, I should of known
By the look in your eyes
Despite it all, I knew, I was just too stupid to see your truths that I saw as lies
And I'm so terribly sorry,
So sorry
I fucked up
I fucked up so bad
And it's not enough
And you were so mad,
So sad.
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry