significance Journal - 1.4.14

After reviewing this journal series I am proud of my development and guidance from it. I am beginning to see no use of it anymore. Although I will keep updating it for a while.

Life couldn't be more happier for me, I am regularly dating and going out. My diet has improved and I have lost 20 kgs. Although emotionally I have been a little lost. I look back and think to myself why it couldn't have been different. second chances are out of the question. No matter how hard I try, I'll always bare these scars. Despite this fact, I look to the future too and am just at awe. There is a huge pond out there for me to wreak havoc in.

Dating has become boring but I love the feeling of just being able to do it. Patience is still the most important thing for me. I cannot hurt anyone or myself again as much as I have with her.

I will be that special someone and I'll find my special one. I am determined!