Jealosy

Tired of all the hate, the pain

all those days you drove me insane

Those pointless "I love you's"?

It seems as you never f*****g cared

F**k, I know you do and that hurts

Its too much pain, I just can't put it in words

I am lost again

I am pissed again

Jealous another f*****g time?

Dumbass is what I am, dumbass who can't even rhyme

I lost you from the start

I knew it deep in my heart

I could never win

All I did was lose another friend

So stupid, How could you ever love me?

We were never supposed to be

But I didn't care

Until I found out I was the only one there

At least I thought so, but now he is back

He is the one I want to attack

Is it wrong that I want him to die?

F**k, now I've become he messed up guy

I never intended on you seeing this side

You know, the one who has thoughts of suicide?

Well I think it's coming back again

All because I am losing my one, only, true best friend.