Officially Lost.

My eyes hold onto the darkness in view

And my hands reach for it

And Mother and Father are screaming to my back

Saying that they're not out to get me, that they're here for me.

But I know what they're really thinking:

They are here for me but they're giving up becasue I do not want them here.

I want to be lost and never found

Ever.

I want to cry alone and be alone as I always have been.

I'm sorry, Mom and Dad.

There's nothign you can do to stop me.  You're pain is only inside you

Just how this is all in my head.  I am crazy.  I believe it.  You two do too.

And by the way, Loud Mouth Therapist can finally shut up.

I don't need her.  I don't need you too.  I don't need God either.

And I definitely do not need myself.

My body is the last thing to perish.  So let's get this over with, okay?

Let the Devil take my soul.  Let God mourn.  I won't be.  I'm already dead.

Just waiting for my body to go.

For now, I am officially lost and no one can find me.

NO ONE.

Don't even try!  Just give up!  Give up like I have!

And I am NOT a fighter!!

I am LOST.

Reviews

[adriana E]

Hi there
very powerful. I am speechless really I am.

[Wolfwind]

Very strong and potent words cross these pages. Walk the walk, wherever it may lead, it's down a path that your wheel steers and your paddle motivates.

Aaron