Darling, Darling, Broken Tricks

the ruff side of a new song im gonna make

Darling

This is love, the kind I've never felt before

I felt about when I was younger

Back when I thought I could change

you were a good girl, buth nothing feels

the same but whatsta blame when I walked

away cut the ties see you in the wind

Piece by pieces fall into places trapped by

gators who choke an shake when the mermaids

bubble the beats in boxes in lockers that tick

to a tune of The point of no return me to my

gorrila warfare genetic sickness that sticks me

to a lethal chair cinder blocks out of human

flesh an bones create the seven ceal throne

These wires in wrist got no blood of their own

way they predict the clouds they pre-date trying to

kill themselves to sad songs stuck on loop just walk away

just walk away

  Darling

you got to get up speak up we gotta split up get our drink on

freak on gotta get revived after knife fights

these eyes are looking thru blasting gats

at you slamming caskets shut double grips

playing lives 10 by 4 part of me

keeps dying that night

trying to fight the daydreams of boxes

that I'm diggen out of these walls

with pens and penxils take it

back to the start before your clothes started

to hide dem scars before you use to

ink out the stars blink out and die

sit here cry try to rewrite those kites

never flew high enough cant express

the pain when you stab me with your

cords that sting like stepping on big toes

high lows summer days and the way you'd

sing me to sleep its what i believe

me when i say I live in denial life in

a stage on another page driffting on

grass lands so far away as familiar as

tomorrows yesterday

such a shame

The walls closen in

wonder if your still alive I ask god

but theres no reply getting hard to

continue to write my rhyms trying to

keep these hands high altitude poems

makes pixels cry but thats not my conquest

conduct electric keys zap her fingers

the more she plays but she keeps

playing the tune sun vs. moon

me and you

Everything in a Evening

flies right by shaken us

vio-lent-ly

securetly

divinity

climb the trees fall

like a leaf leave me in the

atmosphere to breathe out dust

exchange a few cuts for a kiss

one that i'll miss an wish to blankout

and in of these day lights

straing back an forth to a home

   But you cant go

home when  its already gone   lost

looking for you

shadoes claiming to be blood hounds

but in the light there barely a b***h

dream in the

dream of travel

Pinky swear we'll brake

out way thru the rain of sand in salt

grows from lamp  shades of

color  couldnt  express my love so i laugh

it off with a shrug struggle to convince

my reflection that I'm not hurntin like

you when you thru me against these walls

I built around myself in a feeble attempt

to carry on to look like I know how

to protect whats left of what I destroy

the best parts of myself with my crown

lackin thornes I still manage to bleed

myself clean myself just for the ocation

Lets have a party to celebrate

loosing control braking the rules

lying face down in the pool

yourself together cause

        Darling

                  This is love I've never felt before

Author's Note

i know im going to rewrite add chorus and record

Reviews

[Reika]

oh yeah, hey, have you gone back to this yet? because I read it out loud again and I have some muuusika ideas!
I'll tell you about it when I see you again. Love ya

[Reika]

=)