What is this.

Scattered,battered,betrayed daily in a lost of confusion of false identity and accusations daily leads her mind in a mental distress of wondering what is this...

"What is this"?
Nonsense that makes no sense.
What a pest , a constant stress
My life is how you have entered and intruded to be in I've never asked.
"Why is it"? That your so mean
Fowl ,abusive, controlling , your trying to work hard to only deceive me..
Can't you see Im un new to these things, its how I grew up with my father in childhood I always seen these disgusting ugly behavior and bad habit ways.
Biopolar, manic depression, always wishing
Your life, your world always pushing forcing others to cope with, live and see! Is not nothing good I must say this INDEED!
"So why"? Oh why do u guys always want to die, as us people little so innocent are only trying to survive and stay alive our lives you bind.
Open your eyes to your mind of deceiving lies, pour out cries to God be recognized so in your future ancestory bloodline...
This awlful curse can be winded tied up and bind to forever never be heard of nor recognized and die to pass on only a good and normal happy life we deserve to have and forever only recognize....

Reviews

[Shabeeh Haider]

A dark write. A life being maneuvered and controlled by a manic, bipolar person. It is so difficult to cope with such people. One's life becomes a continuous cycle of pain and torture. The mention of father and seeing these disgusting, ugly behavior during childhood is indeed very touching.
And finally the plea to open your eyes and pour out cries to God.
A poem that will have a lasting affect on the reader.

*shabeeh*

[Jeannette Medlock]

Shabeeh Haider,

I am so happy to know you could understand the emotions I endured as a child with my Father whom I love Dearly although he went a way when I was 12. I don't want my writings to have my readers feel my pain. But understand which is what you perfectly did. Thank you for understanding this writing.

Janet.

[Davidgeo]

"awlful"

That's not a word silly.

So, is the speaker in this poem also bi polar or just everyone else? Your writing is not fully consistent to me.

"un new"

I like that kind of stuff, putting things in a non standard way.

You're good.

[Jeannette Medlock]

HansJizzy,

Thank you.

Janet.

[Inject Positivity]

You know what I love about your poems, it is the strong message it convey, no wonder your son learns learned this aspect from you.... I loved the concept and the message of the poem.... Clappings....

Regards
Dhiman

[Jeannette Medlock]

Dear Dhiman,

I'm happy to know that you Love my poems! I Love that. Strong messages come from strong people I like that you can see this in my writings and you have never known me. My son is such a blessing and a light that God has blessed me with in my life and I want people to see that even when one is born into a life so ugly, dark and decieving that we have the power to change this and I raise our children to have the life I always wanted. They deserve it. Salutes to your cheering me on. God Bless you.