Last words

I often wonder if in my dying days i'll b able to tell the person i cared for how i feel; the one I left alone instead of staying with her.

I have so much to say 

but my time is fading now

my strength is leaving me

I will just write them down

Once in a while 

I remember you 

Once in a while 

I wish I was with you 

Once in a while 

I feel you 

Standing against the wall 

I look up to heaven now 

Trying to get my strength 

But is almost over now

I just want to take a few lines

A few seconds of your precious time

To tell you that I’m glad you are here 

Once again in my life 

now I feel free

thank you for being around.

Precious moments of my life 

I lived when I was with you 

Once in a while 

I think of you 

Once in a while

I dream that you said it 

Once in a while 

I feel I never left you

Standing alone (regretting) 

My breathing is heavy now

I can not continue in this battle

I thank you for being in my life 

I appreciate you more now

My days are coming to an end 

But for now

I want to scream it out loud

...I...

...I LOVE YOU!

I hope you heard me 

this time around

***Johnny A. Rojas***

      8/19/2010