W.T.F

Reasonability, 

an understanding 

Questionability, 

searching for the answer

Where is my mind?

my heart has taken it apart 

I can not see for I have been blind 

Since that day back in 85

Clueless I’m bound

Grooming the inner doubt 

Racing through this soulless town 

Making appointments with witches and w****s

Screaming from pain that can not be bound 

A shelter I must find soon 

For I am hurting you now 

Or soon I will decapitate 

The reason from the doubt 

Drown in a bottle of vodka 

Making you want to sin 

You should have taken the Gin

And mixed it with soda instead 

Now you are wishing 

That the demons in your head 

were from a movie somewhere

and the visions in your mind 

are possible future acts 

And not things that are now your past

***JAR***

January 5, 2011