Single

undesirable that's what I've become

unattractive that's how i feel 

unapproachable that's why am here

still lonely and  hungry, for that love or even an affair

for that touch, is there anyone here... that could satisfy my every wish 

that could make me feel and never wish

a man that would know how to touch my every nerve, and have me shiver and weak at the knees 

that could kiss me uncontrollably, grab me by the weave 

until i scream, beg him to stop.. but really all i want him to do is carry on, and on, and on 

until i reach 

climax

 

Reviews

[Twilight]

That's sad, but at least you have recognised the symptoms and understand what's wrong. And, you seem to understand the causes too. Your profile picture shows a rather attractive looking woman, but it's not particularly unusual for a woman's emotions to be out of kilter with that; if she's suffering from low self-esteem. Even a brief relationship with some man, would probably help to give you a boost; and help to make you feel better about your attractiveness? After all, you seem to know what you want and need.

[kayamon215]

this is a good writing but you are not unattractive, undesirable none of that remember your body is just a vehicle transporting the soul it's whats inside the people there's beauty to behold

[JoceMaria]

thank you, these words really got me thinking, and the way i look at myself. one should love themselves to feel truly happy :)

[BL]

Your words say it all really, this is a very honest and open piece of writing, I can relate to that feeling of not being wanted and feeling on the outside of things.

[JoceMaria]

yeah sometimes when you catch yourself thinking you go into this dark place where you don't necessarily want to be, but i guess loneness just takes over.. but patience is what i tell myself. there's someone out there for everyone

[Twilight]

Definitely. But, you still have to cope in the meantime. After all, Prince Charming was a fictional fairytale character lol. And, putting off some pleasure until you find an ideal guy; could mean that your search becomes endless. And, the endless nature of that search; is likely to make you imagine that you're somehow not worthy enough for a guy. But, who began such an endless search; in the first place..?