Regret

Regrets and mistakes they just feel the same All the same feelings i wish would go away. They come harder stronger darker, they all come back every single day

I try to forgive myself by all the good deeds, and people tell me good over comes evil But at night when no one is around, but at night no one is around And the tears start falling like rain on a hill, the memory is a big demon And make you want the happy pills

But you promised you would never try the happy pills So you hide it and do all the things yourself, but inside these feelings are just wanting to kill

So everyday you keep them inside, and the feelings you're just trying to hide You look at life in two visions, one with life and one with sadness And you cant just see one because the other gets jealous And the feelings start to drive you into madness, but when you can forgive you're past regrets That day i haven't seen yet