I guess, I wish, I wonder

I wish he could see this
I wish he could see he’s not alone
I wish I could make it better
I guess I still can’t

I hate that I feel like this
I hate that I feel alone
I hate that he’s not with me
I guess he doesn’t feel the same

I feel like I’m being quizzed
Like I need to pass a series of tests
To make sure that I’m loyal or trustworthy
That I’m not going to run away

While passing test after test
While studying for the next
I start to feel upset
Not enough for respect

Not enough for your secrets
Not enough for you and your broken soul to put through the test
So I bide my time, I let my eye and heart wander
So when I get inevitably rejected I will not crumble under

I hope and pray that you’ll change your mind
That you will want to be mine
But I’m not going to be enough
I wish, I guess, I wonder

Reviews

[G. B. Banks]

Hey Julia this is beautiful.
Talk to him, her directly and lay your cards out.
The emphases is on direct communication.
It's never a soul that is too broken that is the problem but how you make that soul feel in the minute and wether it can trust you most importantly when he or she needs you .... very heartfelt write I can feel you. Cheers