I Thought I Knew

A Poem by KatVictoria

When a broken heart inspires you to reminisce the overall beauty and pain that love can cause.

Broken and crushed from my evil past
My heart slowing beating barley breathing, unloved, deceiving.
Love can beautiful but at the same time unbearably painful..
Thinking about life, thinking about God, wondering have I not been grateful?
Grateful, enough for me to stop feeling the pain?, to restrain my self from crying when I just hear your name.
Out of my evil past, one of my blessings were you, a love so pure and true.
The minute I saw you I just knew, that this love we made, us two, only a few were able to feel a bond created from such a powerful connection, this bond so strong just grew faster than an infection.
Uncontrollable really, it's like life just finally made us meet as one, therefore I thought I won. Won over the heart of the one I loved most, planning the day of our wedding where we would toast, toast to this love that we both admired. I know you felt the flames, you felt the fire.
A dream so vivid and so real, a heart of honor, a man in steel. A shining knight, within my kingdom, I saw myself just running away with you and finding freedom.
To find a place to call home, an aroma to call ours, a place where we both would just spend hours, hours talking and embracing the beauty of our love. Where we would lay down on the porch and stare above, to stare up at the night sky filled with stars, where we would laugh and make plans to visit mars.
And day to night all of a sudden everything changed, I thought you went mad, you went insane.. Id never would have thought id see the day, the day you'd say you didn't feel the same way.. Id begged and begged I even bent down to pray.. Hoping that you'd only stay... @_katvictoria_

© 2015 KatVictoria

Author's Note

I never really shared my poems with anyone, but I decided to share my feelings out with the world because I know many of you can relate to my life expieriences.

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Akshay Rawal

Life has always been utmost unpredictable and sometimes harsh for all of us. I had found myself in a similar situation recently, so I can relate to this. But there is still a future, I hope you remember that. And please share more. This will make you feel better. So, Best of luck and pen on.

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My heart slowing beating barley breathing, unloved, deceiving." to "My heart slowly beating, barely breathing, unloved, deceiving". Great write with great flow and true feeling of fleeting love. Thanks for sharing.