Nameless Love

Probably how Abigail felt a lot around John Proctor. I don't really remember whose perspective I had meant to put it in so this is what I'm going for haha

Nameless Love

Oct 29, 2013, 1:37:41 PM

Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Songs & Lyrics

The nameless love with no future
why must I stand here and watch?
am I not enough for Love?
the death of my soul

I tell myself that she is waiting for me
how painful is it to know that I can't have her!

This nameless love has tortured me
I face utter destruction
because of what I feel
I must leave behind all of this
lest my soul dies

Wandering through the forest of my heart
I wonder "is it truly worth it?"
"face me with arms open"

The piano plays
I lose all hope
This love, it's meaningless
I will just keep suffering

The clock ticking slow
reminds me of time floating away
I know that , I should go
but I know that She will be here, oh I know
pain is what I wait for

The cold wind blows
I know it's time that I leave for good
I cry
I look forward
there you are, with him, who I wish could be me
I stare
I wish I could cut myself
I wish I could kill myself
I wasn't given enough lives to kill to throw away the pain
I wish that was me!
I wish that wasn't him!

You walk away
I stand, dead, staring off in the distance
at an object oh so lovely, and oh so painful
the cold wind blows
I know it all
I'm worthless, and my heart is too