Eternal Torment

For centuries I've wandered in this meadow. 

Never questioned my being there, lead by a path. 

Followed it blindly, enjoying the view. 

Ignorance was my bliss, for it was easy to behold. 

One morning , a swirl of thoughts reigned the day

"Why am I here?" and many more

A sudden fear of the unknown, 

Like as if something crawled out of its hole. 

Always there, waiting to wake from its slumber. 

Now I stand here staring at the horizon, 

A beautiful mystery I discovered. 

Like a song without lyrics, I lay bare.

This path now seems to fade, 

The world telling me to roam as I desire. 

Freedom was a feeling not a choice

Between countless possibilities, 

Where is this soul's fate?

Author's Note

*any grammar problems, tell me.
*Any reccomendations are also welcome.
* And tell what was the meaning you got from it?