A Stroke on the Canvas

It's like yea....I'm not happy with where/who i am...

But I'm not upset

I'm satisfied

I'm watching myself try my best-

Watching myself grow

Working harder than I used to 

And even though it's not achieving that great of a result

it's slowly adding up

It's getting somewhere

From facing my fears 

to focusing on my goals...

I'm starting to learn who I am and who I want to be

At one point I was so lost on who it was I wanted to be

I had no ideal image at all

I just lived and breathed

But finally I have an idea- my own path to follow

Finally I'm not depressed or at least I've gotten better

and now whether or not I achieve my goals... at least I know I'm trying

Whether or not I remain misunderstood, at least I understand myself a bit

and even though my flaws weigh me down & cripple me,

they are what make me unique and special in my own way

Accepting my mistakes and learning to own them...

slowly I'll get there

Repairing the damage both caused by me or others...

slowly I'll get there

I'm learning that I don't have to be someone with a lot of fame

or someone that's "successful' to enjoy life

I can be someone with almost nothing but still feel fuzzy inside

Still feel the warmth of being alive

Learn that I can take control of my life

and even though some things get out of control

it's an opportunity to find another way-

Possibly even a better way to live life

I just want to thank you for the support and patience u provided me. For being there even though u didn't have to

Reviews

[Dearorange]

If could sell your soul for me, why can't you just see me,
I'm not like however you think.
I need find you coz I need tell a story to save earth.. but the curse blocked my everything till I see you, there is too much things around us to listen to what I need do

[Dearorange]

I'm sorry should.....
You must have lots to bear
I just feel very hurt .... Why.........
You are just there

[Dearorange]

I'm sorry I just feel very painful

[Dearorange]

I trust coz you are that person
Not becoz him then you do you understand... Why you need be the one let me cry too
I have never ever to know that person, untill I know he is you
If everyone in the world will lock me can you please don't be the one

[Dearorange]

After all this found you,,, why,, you should know I could just be a friend, anyway, I believe you are much painful, would you trust me to tell me

[Dearorange]

Why can't you see me. You should understand what it mean to me

[Dearorange]

All the way here just want to say.

I love you ❤️.