(Lonely Night Blues)

Subconsciously admiring pictures I'm yet to delete

Running from memories just to bump into hidden ones

Indecisive whether I feel relief or regret for breaking up,

but I know a large part of me misses calling it "us"

Missing being on calls all day with you

Those were my favourite moments

Knowing I could be there for you when you needed me the most,

and knowing I'm just a moment away from comforting you...

Hearing you laugh would give me a sense of accomplishment

but I'd hate myself for not being able to keep you smiling

I think it's why I'm afraid of being in a relationship again

Because trying to be someones happiness when they don't know what makes them happy is always a recipe for disaster

You still as beautiful as ever

I hate that I'm not there to remind you anymore

My genius little muffin that's still yet to invent some cure

Well I guess you aren't mine anymore