Needed

I needed you.
I needed you to be my glue.
and you promised you'd be there,
but when I reached out, I got a fistful of air.
Down I tumbled falling to pieces all over again.
More broken than I'd ever been.
In a world that's now filled with sorrow,
I simply cannot look forward to tomorrow.
I did it for love and all that s**t,
but now it simply not worth it.
Tired of picking up the f*****g mess,
never again will I deal with the rest.
For now it is anger that drives me forward,
and along the way I aim to crush every coward,
for such is the fate of a lament of this kind,
to find as many as it can to bind.
to spread the pain I've felt,
to feel the damage dealt.
Rage is all that seeps through,
and the horrors oh so true.