I'm Not Even Gone Yet

I'm Not Even Gone Yet

A Poem by kera moondust
"

Because... He just doesn't seem to get it.

"
Don't make me cry
I'm only going to warn you once
I know you don't get this future 
And I don't get it either
And it's this big stupid cloud of 
 Fucked up 
Emotions 

But I've cried over guys before
And it's never taught me a thing
I just end up feeling 
 f*****g weak

I'm a strong willed person 
Too strong at times 
I'm set in my ways 
And way too opinionated 
 And I'm sorry I'm a pain in the a*s
But I'm all strung out

On
      A 
 String 

With you at the very least
And I feel 
      Helpless

I hate it

Your seashore blue eyes 
Like to 
 mock me 

Especially at two in the morning 
Pointing out the little shards of midnight 
Still embedded in my skin 
puncturing my heart 

Then I get frustrated 
Glare at the pavement 
And stare off into space lost in my own 
Terrible 
 Troubled 
Thoughts 

Until I can feel my tear ducts well up 
And I'm almost crying 

Frustrated 

I know you don't mean it 
And I know you love me
trust me when I say
(I love you too)

But I can't even express myself properly 
To tell anyone 
 (Let alone you) 
What's really wrong 

And I can't even manage proper words 
To express 
Even though I'm not even gone 
How much 
 I miss you 

 Already

© 2013 kera moondust


Author's Note

kera moondust
Everything is intentional

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DJ
Really well written, great expression of emotions and I felt every line. Thanks, Cairo.

Posted 8 Years Ago


kera moondust

8 Years Ago

No thank you. =)
A most beautifiul piece !!!
I absolutely loved it !!!
So awesomely romantic :D and just heart-felt and sad too :(
The words you used to describe how you feel just pour out from the page
It amazing that you were able to contain and construct them as you did !!!
Just simply beautiful !!!

100 out of 100
A most definate favorite of mine !!!

Keep writing 'cause you rock at it =D

Posted 8 Years Ago


kera moondust

8 Years Ago

Oh thank you! ^^

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Tags: Leaving, soon, gone, miss, you, frustration, tears, anger, glare, gaze, ground, love, understand, me, together, far, away, not, yet

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kera moondust
kera moondust

San Francisco, CA



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I’m Tori =) Kera is an alias, so do call me by my real name. This is usually where I tell you about me. I’m insane there aren’t many questions on the matter. I love life don&rsqu.. more..

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