I'm Not Even Gone Yet

Because... He just doesn't seem to get it.

Don't make me cry

I'm only going to warn you once

I know you don't get this future 

And I don't get it either

And it's this big stupid cloud of 

 Fucked up 

Emotions 

But I've cried over guys before

And it's never taught me a thing

I just end up feeling 

 f*****g weak

I'm a strong willed person 

Too strong at times 

I'm set in my ways 

And way too opinionated 

 And I'm sorry I'm a pain in the a*s

But I'm all strung out

On

      A 

 String 

With you at the very least

And I feel 

      Helpless

I hate it

Your seashore blue eyes 

Like to 

 mock me 

Especially at two in the morning 

Pointing out the little shards of midnight 

Still embedded in my skin 

puncturing my heart 

Then I get frustrated 

Glare at the pavement 

And stare off into space lost in my own 

Terrible 

 Troubled 

Thoughts 

Until I can feel my tear ducts well up 

And I'm almost crying 

Frustrated 

I know you don't mean it 

And I know you love me

trust me when I say

(I love you too)

But I can't even express myself properly 

To tell anyone 

 (Let alone you) 

What's really wrong 

And I can't even manage proper words 

To express 

Even though I'm not even gone 

How much 

 I miss you 

 Already

Author's Note

Everything is intentional

Reviews

[DJ]

Really well written, great expression of emotions and I felt every line. Thanks, Cairo.

[kera moondust]

No thank you. =)

[17thWhitePrince]

A most beautifiul piece !!!
I absolutely loved it !!!
So awesomely romantic :D and just heart-felt and sad too :(
The words you used to describe how you feel just pour out from the page
It amazing that you were able to contain and construct them as you did !!!
Just simply beautiful !!!

100 out of 100
A most definate favorite of mine !!!

Keep writing 'cause you rock at it =D

[kera moondust]

Oh thank you! ^^