High All The Time

Staying in my play pretend

Where the fun ain't got no end

Can't go home alone again

Need someone to numb the pain

You're gone and I gotta stay

High all the time

To keep you off my mind

-      Tove Lo, “Habits”

High All The Time

I keep thinking

With this drink

I'll fill the spaces

That still yearn for you

With this puff

I'll let go of

All your memories too

I'll snort this

White mountain

And I'll be over

Every single feeling

I have for you

Popping pills

Like their prescribed  

Required for this time

I'm forced to go through

The black hole

Will not be filled

But that doesn't

Stop me from trying

Because to settle

Into reality

Is scarier than dying

      --- K.S. Fort

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