True Love's Affect

Based on my experience.... Just saying...

Why do I suddenly have this feeling….

This feeling of… Betrayal…..

It's as if… something in my heart….

Has died….. and I can't seem to…

bring it back to life again on my own….

I can still feel… but on the contrast… 

Paranoia takes up residence….

And it is taking over me…

Gradually spreading like a cancer..

Growing like a weed amongst flowers…

I know I shouldn't let it overcome my body..

But no matter how hard I try… it still speaks..

Telling me that nothing is true…. nothing is real..

I try not to listen…. but the voice gets louder and louder..

To the point where it shrieks in my ears…

Who will rescue me from the terror of its aspect?

Who will pull me out of the black hole that is trying to suffocate me?

Who will take me away from the stress it weighs on my feeble shoulders?

I feel like no on is there for me…. until I hear another voice…

Whose voice rises from the depths of the darkness around me?

I can only recognize it as the one who Loves me…

It tells me…. You must go on…. It is not your time…

It gives me the encouragement… the strength…. the will to live..

It helps me defeat the shadows of Depression and Fear…

And opens my eyes to a new world…. one where I am finally free from the chains that held me until Love broke the rusty shackles…. and held me close… forever more….

But who is the one that Loves me? Will I ever know?

I ponder on whose voice cries to me when I need it…

I think of who comes to me when they need me most… 

And the one I go to when I need them most…

Who is my one and only true Love?

But I was too blind to see that he was right in front of my sight..

Why had I not realize it before? Was it because of my Ignorance?

Or was it because I wasn't searching for it? I wasn't asking for it but…

He came anyways… with the same thoughts as I had….

And as I listened to him…. I realized…. the voice that he had….. matched the one that I always heard..

I realized…. the answer to my questions… was in front of me the whole time…

I'm glad that Love caught me before it could escape…..

I'm happy that he showed me what true love is…..

Now we both feel True Love's affect…. together…..

because True Love's affect never fails… 

Don't believe me? Try it…. find the one who is right for you.

It can be easy…. but it can also be hard…..

Once you find them though, you will never regret it….

Instead, you will cherish that moment….. for the rest of your life..

But choose wisely… You never know what might lie ahead….