Hate Me

I know I have caused a lot of my own problems
It is undeniable that I am what hurts me
I am a master of manipulation
I live out my self harm through other people
I puppet and allow them to abuse me
I have experienced trauma and collapse
Each time is different
Different people
Different places
Different pain
Hardly anything is the same
But I cannot help but notice
The only constant
Myself
And in the worst of my endeavors,
A demon has crawled in and out of me

Author's Note

Any input is welcome

Reviews

[In Em's Wonderland]

Even if you've experienced trauma, you shouldn't let it define you...don't become a slave to your emotions. Change is possible, be it big or small...just takes time...accept the past & keep on moving forward--one day at a time. Demons may have been a part of us, but we shouldn't let them control our life. I do admire your honesty in this piece...powerful!

[JessyJacob]

you have excatly depicted yourself, why to give yourself to others to exploit you,very few will be there who think of you like family and care for you, dont lose such person in life its hard to find such caring love, it might initially look little caustic for you to not to become exploitable.
-jessy jacob