Darkness

The darkness of the shadows
Holds me back from myself
In this moment
I become again that which i detest
The crawling insects
Within my spine feed hungrily
Nourishing on my misunderstood youth
Why were you so cruel
Silken being
Slither onwards
I have no use of your meloncoly ways
Hatched from your egg
Now you sap the force that is mine 
and keep me prisoner to a darker place
I will take this knife and slice you from me
I am not afraid
To devide flesh from my body
Then I will be able to squeeze you through my veins
And out of my wounded parts
I will then be rid of
The ugly parasites that crawl around my soul
Pain that is one
Greed  
Envy
Crawling ever distroying
There seems now to be a hole
Not like the hole that is a void within my heart
But a physical life distoying hole
A wound that needs healing
I have needle and cotten  
maybe even the thread  from the  skin of a pig
As each fibre is sown  back to geather
My inner knowing  screams  with pleasure
With the satisfaction of knowing
That I no longer need to be afraid of
The shadows within myself

Reviews

[The Joker]

The closing line holds me strong like a beating heart in a vice.
This bleeds such dark passion apon the page.
Anything you have perfect and dark as this think not a second to send me.

Perfect

[Lily Mae]

We're you looking in my diary again?? I love it Peb's ..you are so right on with your work..I simply bow..xx

[Joel M Frye]

The shadows running
from a keen darkening blade
slicing to true self.

Your work just gets better and better lately, Pebbs. Incredible.

[Becky C Strukamp]

Brilliant!!

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

Masterfully written on the subject of darkness and coming out on the other side:)

[Richielee]

to escape the darkness is the wish of many,some escape whilst some never do,whilst others learn to live with it, I just wish that those who have never encountered it never do but maybe tried a little harder to understand the victims of darkness rather than just dismiss them as weak x

[Neva Flores Smith - Cha..]

Pebbles, this is a powerful piece of personal transformation