Dear Kyle

My now ex, the father of my unborn child, and our lost love

Just wait a second, hold up a minute

tell I haven't been missing something

Show me we aren't broken, 

we're just lost and can be found again

Wait, you have given away without getting at me?

You have a special friend? What was oh-so-special with me then?

Now I'm here in pieces, 

I'm here clutching my chest at night, crying so hard it's just silent

Have you been there?

Remember when I hurt so bad, how I just 

Ball my fists up and place them at my ribs and just

push

hold myself together, because

if I didn't, I felt like I might really fall apart physically

well f**k

that's what is happening, just more and more

what have you done?

i wish i knew what life would have been with Kyson you know

5 weeks, 2 days pregnant and then just

not

i know you know what i mean

god, i love you.

pathetically

Author's Note

ignore grammar

Reviews

[wordman]

the pain of love,it just brings us to a point we just don`t know what to do or how to feel,a roller coaster of emotions