The thought of Losing? Sounds pretty damn good.

I lay next to you.

I know your leaving.

I hit you again.

I know I lost you.

 

You stare at me.

Laying on the operation table.

They said they could cure your cancer.

But I know I already lost you.

 

I stood my ground.

For the battle I confronted.

Things were getting worse.

They knew I had lost it.

 

I held my ring closest to my heart.

It kept me sane.

Your face shined in that ring.

But I already lost it.

 

Insanity attacked.

I fought against it.

You say I became better.

I know I lost it.

 

My brother.

Loved me forever.

Bad decisions took ahold of me.

I lost him.

 

It got to the point.

Where suicide looked promising.

I didn't kill myself that night.

Because my brother lost my knife.

It was then, I realized.

I never lost anything.

But I gained emotions.

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