My isperation the one one I wish to love

It's short and I know it's not the best but hey I'm not an author you know input about it please

I've been inspired but not by the one I'm suppose to love, but by the one I'm eager to hold. For he has opened my heart and lightened my soul creating hope that one day a brighter future will come my way. He's given me the faith to write again and express who I am, for I was the one who use to say my pen speaks for me. Those thoughts left unexpressed have flooded spilling over creating a mess, and though Unable to fix the leak a miracle was sent my way. He had opened my eyes showing me what it's truly like to express your feelings, he had taught me that hatred was never a way to be strong. In fact he has taught me something far more valuable something I thought I'd never be capable of… he taught me how to love.