Unfineshed

Lost The Flow but still like IT not sure where to go. Reviews welcome

Too many battles lost so many bridges crossed
This violence and gore it's all united in war
It makes no sense what are we still fighting for
Is it the iPhone X, a large TV or the PlayStation 4
Thinking back to my childhood
why was I never bored
We just laid down our arms
attack each other with words

So many new people coming and going
So many old friends who showed me which way I was growing
So many I wish stayed around
So many buried in the cold cold ground
So many family members who hoped for the best
I place my hand on my chest
to tell you the truth it's all a bit too intense

Here I lay on my back wandering what is real
Sit Down take a deep breath
how does that make me feel?
A nice golden medal? A shiny new car?
Music that cuts you so deep
so deep it could scar
Think I've drank way too much vine
Maybe I Followed the blind
When I think too much it sends chills down my spine

I'm sick in the head yeah I'm sick in the brain
Can't tell if I'm stupid or going insane
Trapped in my own mind doing laps
It's dangerous to stay too long there's mines and boobytraps