Broken Trust

A poem I wrote for my ex girlfriend, who wants me back.

Once upon a time there a moment where we had it all

Where nothing else matter to me

Where I'd have answered any of your calls

I'd have left everything doing

To make sure you're okay, you were my love

I gave you my whole entire being

You were my angel sent from high above

I wanted you, craved you, needed you

You turned your back on me, you still have no clue

How much it hurt to leave me for what you did

But you did, and now you want another chance

The rain is falling, and now this is our last dance

You shifted my aggresive stance, into one that is wary

I don't believe your sorry's, your words are blurry

Empty words that are trying to fill an empty heart

You tried to tear me apart, was that what you wanted from the start?

You can't, you wont, so don't bother trying, just don't

You walk back into my life and you claim

That you are not the same, without me you're empty

Why the f**k did you leave? let's see

I just wasn't ever enough

So now I have had enough

Tired of being disappointed by females

My brain is a thing you successfully derailed

It's off track, I need a bottle a night of Jack

Just to be able to sleep at night, memories are back

Of all the empty words you said, laying in my bed

All the empty words my fiancee told me

Reverberating in my mind, I'm locked up inside

And you'll come to find, that my love made me blind

For you I'd have forgotten my pride

Would of gotten on my knees and let it all slide

Just for a f*****g smile on your malicious face

Now you are trying to replace

All you did, with a f*****g sorry?

You want me back now, I am the best thing that happened to you?

The bottle of liquore was more important

The bong and randomg flings came before the things

I wanted to give you, I believed you

You tried to break me, but you helped make me

Am I sorry that I let you in?

Let me clue you in, you made me more compassionate

You made me appreciate what I did have in my s****y life

As I hung the knife, right above my heart the night before

Being calm and settled down with me was a bore

I paced this room, I fell to the floor

Never been weaker than that moment, your lies were torment

Not because you said them, i could of cared less then

You brought memories into my mind that I didn't need

Tears filled my eyes as I felt my heart bleed

You selfish, coveting, miserable child

You drove my mind wild, you gave me the love I missed

You were the last I'd have kissed

Being with you made my life feel like bliss

F**k this, you took it all away

You went your own way, and I made mine

Everything was all well and fine, 'till you decided you wanted me again

You tried to explain, but I wont listen

The shadowy lips of death I wish I was kissin...