REJECTION SUCKS!

I needed to rant and rave

What do you do when you feel rejection from every direction?

What do you do when the one you wanna be with doesn't even want to be your friend?

What do you do when you want to be more than just another person in the hallway?

 

I hate rection. I hate feeling like i'm lost in a see of people, and i'm the only one who's invisable. I hate feeling like i'm going to cry because nobody knows i'm alive. I want to know what it's like to be on the otherside. I wanna know what it's like to be the one every guy wants. I want to know, why.

 

Why am i not good enough. Why am i always the lost one there. Why does no care. Why don't they see. Why. Why. Why. Why am i still waiting for it to be my turn. Why can't they understand just what i want. Why am i always the last one to be seen, picked. Why am i insivisable.

 

I want to know how to make the pain of rejection stop, with out buliding a wall.

I want to know how in a world this big, i can still feel so alone. I hate rejection!