Thoughts

Just me writing down what i want to say in person to someone

 

 

I know I'm not completely illogical with

everything. All the same, I'm not LOGICAL half

of the time, it seems. But, I have a right to

be upset. I have a right to wonder why he

complains to me about girls hitting on him and

then he doesn't say anything about it to THEM,

and he hits on them back. Not to mention, LIES

to girls...I'm just an insane, worrisome, stupid

girlfriend who freaks out about nothing, right?

Wrong.

Oh, gee, baby; I'ma go get a short little plaid

skirt like what's her face has on in her picture.

It'd be nice to hear you call ME yummy, instead

of some other b***h.

Jealous? No. This is about respect,

and how no one knows what it means anymore.

Don't. Hit. On. Other. People. When.

You. Are. In. A. Relationship.

-Or when THEY are in a relationship.

 

-part II.

I shouldn't get upset, but I can't help it.

I'm scared of letting you leave.

I'm scared of a lot of things, and I'm afraid

of how I keep reacting to things.. I just don't

understand why you say one thing and do another.

I don't...understand why the girls can't just lay

off and respect what you and I have. -It's obvious

that they're never going to. It's time to do some growing up.

On both ends.

Stop saying one thing and doing another,

stop telling me one thing and telling some other girl another,

and I need to learn to stop reacting so childishly..

but it's all I know. I don't know how else to get

through to you, and you never tell me how I can..

I'ma wreck, I'ma mess, and I need you..

This period when you'll be gone is going to be

so hard on me. Maybe too hard. I don't want to

just resort to msn/myspace/phone calls.

I want to be able to see you. I sound so, so,

so selfish, I don't function

well without you near me..

Reviews

[Mechelle]

Yeah they are just my thoughts

[Ethan Paz]

im guessing you wrote all your feelings eh?