Memories

At first, you didn't care for me

We laugh about it now, but then

I was nothing more than obnoxious to you.

 

So I was reclusive; I kept to myself and my work

while you had your more 'perfect' friends

I wanted nothing more than to fit,

but my puzzle piece was outcast.

 

How did we "really" meet? Facebook.

You were struggling, I was eager to make a

friend

so I listened.

 

Before, I was a phantom to you,

then I became 'friend'

turns out perfect wasn't quite what you needed,

eh?

 

Turns out, we were more similar

than either of us thought

I hadn't found myself until you.

 

'Friends' became 'inseparable'

Never have I had one quite like you

and never again will I.

 

Inseperable for one whole year

we both know the deepest details

of that year

no need to repeat it now.

 

Until those last few months

when you found out how vulnerable I really was

when my fears surfaced.

 

Promises were made on a Friday night

Saturday, we parted and you

returned to the place you were

when we became

'us'.

 

What happens next is all too vivid

for each of us, so I won't

document how my world simply crashed.

 

Now, here I am writing

to channel my emotions.

 

I miss you

I love you

I need you

but

I don't want you.

 

Don't forget me?

 

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