Crazy Love

The girl felt so jaded by love

that she lost belief in it

until the day she met him.

 

From the beginning,

it wasn't good.

 

There was never any action

there never would be;

this she knew.

 

She lied to herself, fostering

happiness

It was wrong, but she just

didn't want to hurt anymore.

 

Love. It was not that;

Lust was the better word

It made her hate herself,

but the lack of pain

felt so good to her.

 

Until she broke;

a cord snapped within her

poor, forsaken heart;

She lost it and

recognized her wrong.

 

In that instant,

she vowed to live for just herself,

as that was of most importance.

 

The girl felt jaded

until she met

herself