Smile for a Goodbye

It's been a long time that I never saw you,
It's been years that I almost forget about you,
Even with my friends, I can't get a clue,
That's why I wonder, why it doesn't makes me feel blue.

But in myself, I started to question;
"Are we going to meet soon?
Or I should start to move on?
Cause I think, I have nothing to hold on"

But why is so suddenly you're in front of me?
The same handsome guy, like I used to see
It's been a second to register in my memory,
That you were there, talking and shaking hands with me.

Your presence made me speechless
Cause you're the only one that I missed.
I guess this is the time for me to smile,
Cause I know this happiness is just for a while.

I still wanna try to ask "why?"
Cause my heart wanted to cry,
Of the thought of saying goodbye,
Cause you choose to be with her and not in mine.