Glass Feelings

Raw emotion made into words.

I'm so fragile
Its rather painful to live these days
I want to stay away from the pain but it's the source of how I live
The pain is when they leave
Should I let it stay they?
Or return it to her? Singular, not plural
One source of pain is better than two right?
Might be that I'm crazy but nothing fazes me these days
Nothing physical anyway
Emotional? Everything is like a knife in my brain
I've been tainted by it
Even the nothingness of life hurts now
Loneliness has replaced alone time
My phone slowly becomes the enemy
Sometimes I wonder if I'm really loved or if everything's fake and no one wants to be responsible for a suicide
I want a friend beside me one that matters
I'm sick of distance
This life feels like a mistake
Too many bad rolls
My souls been through too much
Everything sucks
I'm stuck in a rut
My skins turned thin and its been so rough
Seems like my death could be caused by loneliness
Its not funny
Honey I'm scared
I'm not faring well can you find me?
I don't want anyone else here
I don't trust them
They don't seem to care about me like you do
I must be a fool
No one really wants to be my friend
No one will hold a conversation with me except you
And you might not even be real
It would kill my spirit if you weren't
I know there's proof as to otherwise but I've been compromised
Everything feels like a lie and it makes me want to die

Author's Note

Criticism is welcome.

Reviews

[Najam Us Saher]

Be strong. Each one of us goes through this time only if you have courage now you will be happy and one day you will realise the value of your life and be happy on your decision of living. Your poem made me sympathize with you it was truly heart touching. I can understand your situation and your feelings but wanting to die is not the solution.

[Sikandar Khan]

I Can Understand The Real Meaning And Real Feelings Within Poem Because I Am Also PAssing Through This Phase OF Life My Girl Want To Leave Me But I Cant Leave Her I Tried Suicide 2 Times So Much Loneliness Crying Pain Everything............