Prologue

Too often I let my mind wander to the things I have always found to be unsolvable. I'll be doing something, or rather my body is, and suddenly I'll snap back into this pathetic reality with a new old feeling of anxiety, regret, or some other piece of s**t feeling I deal with too often. Dr. Anasazi calls it "disassociating." I tell Dr. Anasazi that I don't care.