Infatuation

Walking down the street is no hardship

Step by step and you're home

So many places I wanna skip...

And doing just that - I end up alone

 

I'm thinking of you, loathing myself for that

Pathetic thoughts of an obsessed girl

So many times I convinced myself that door is shut

But I guess it stands out of my tangled,inner whirl

 

Too bad you happened to be the muse of my imagination

I'm really sorry for your lack of luck

But you inspired this silly, potent infatuation

Guess without such analogies life would really suck

 

Don't be mad, anyway its a nowhere city...

My coward nature and pride will never let it get real

There are plenty of others who make me feel pretty

You're just a secret I will never reveal...

 

Author's Note

Reviews

[Matching Socks]

I think you did a wonderful job capturing the feelings of longing never revealed.
Infatuations and obsessions come in hard and fast and leave just as quick I think.
I wonder if on some level we know that it will never work and so this is why we don't reveal our crushes?
I'm a believer that love happens slowly over time. Beautiful poem Ana. I often read yours and think, gosh I wish I had thought of that. :)

[Ana B.]

Thank you Ana :) i'm often caught of guard by the emotions a person can evoce, at the sime time i realise we'll NEVER be....and maybe that even doesn't matter. Its just another stop on the road... thank you for the review.

[Matching Socks]

It's still good to feel those emotions. Like a sugar rush from a sweet candy. :)
You're welcome Ana!

[willweb]

We often experience this, thoughts and dreams of someone, yet only in our minds until that day when one blooms before our eyes and magic happens. That is when infatuation become reality and the world seems a much more beautiful place. This was very lovely Ana B.

[Ana B.]

thank you very much for your review Will :) its true....these moments define the beauty in our life

[Sanjh]

I agree with Ana on the review below. Infatuation can give you happiness for sometime but Love is something that happens over time.
You've expressed your feelings wonderfully, the use of words is beautiful. Thank you for sharing...:)

[Ana B.]

Thank you :) i hope that someday you'll find your true half :)

[Sanjh]

Lol, maybe...But for now I've stopped thinking about it and left everything on life...:p
you are welcome...:)

[Magnus]

The last part, the last line? Wow! I love this Ana thanks for sharing it! Its beautiful...keep this up!

[Ana B.]

thank you Magnus, serves me right for falling for the wrong guys... ))))))