Web Journal Of Red Pill Coyote - April 8, 2022

HEYOOOO COYOTE FUGLY!!! I know I'm making a lot of entries but a lot has been happening this month to a certain degree. Silhouette spirits up the nostrils. Well, as I could sense, I did not get any role for that musical. They didn't cast me at all. But you know what really singed my intestines? They wouldn't give me one role but they gave a few of the actors two roles. One of those roles, they could have given to me. BUT NOOOOOOOOO. They didn't want to. Was I enraged and verbal about it? You bet your sweet a*s bippy I was. I puked lava at Portsmouth Little Theater and a few people who work there. Joseph Pratt actually called my f*****g house because I was getting somewhat chaotic. I guess he was going to tell my parents what I was doing or whatever but dad was talking to one of his friends on the phone. So the line was busy. We actually saw his I.D. from where he called. He was telling me off on FB and s**t. Whatever. He's a dumb a*s libtard, anyways. Voted for Hillary Clinton in 2016. If you read my previous entries, I kind of had a feeling that I wasn't going to get a role but the fact that some of these actors GOT TWO F*****G ROLES while I didn't get any... To me, that's unfair. In fact, a lot of my FB friends agree with me. That they did me wrong. S**t, even my parents agreed that they did me wrong. This just adds more reasons why I hate Scioto County. I know somebody will say "Well if you didn't cuss them out, you could have tried again". What if I kept trying and never got a role? Get what I mean? They did me greatly wrong and I'm not trying again. By this point, I just wanna expose them. It's community theater. You're supposed to include others. Especially include fresh faces that normally don't do this kind of stuff. Those other theater people had their opportunities. Not going to lie, I'm going to be up in flames about this for a while.. This month has just been kind of s**t, TBH... I lose my best friend(Necklace girl), I had a friend who was willing to hang out with me but she got sent to jail(God help her) and I got turned down for a musical role. I could have been apart of something BUT NOPE. Birthmark of the ice capsule by the Baphomet... Back to being a f*****g doomer. Not like this society wants to help me in the least bit. 

I met this really special girl on this venting group. I guess God created a magnetic energy for me to meet her. She was talking about maybe visiting me next month. Alessanda is her name and she's on the autism spectrum like I am but I don't want her coming down if there's all these invisible bullets flying everywhere. Ya know? Like, she doesn't deserve to put up with that. I mean, I'll leave it up to her if she still wants to come down but I don't want her being around when I'm all angry and depressed. But then again, if she was down here, I'd be a resurrected corpse, bursting out of the mound. Just her presence would make me happy.