Web Journal Of Red Pill Coyote - September 20, 2022

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! This is the worst I've felt through out this whole journal series. I am impaled, lit on fire, and drowned in sulfuric acid.. Nothing to do with the Warehouse what I'm about puke out. I don't really care if Callie wants nothing to do me but I sent a message apologizing to Darby.. If I said something of frost bite to her... Idk what actually went on and what actually I said and did that was wrong... But I apologized anyways... If I did puke something asinine to her then punish me. Must a have been a while back... Idk... You know how liberals are. I mean I sent her a sapphire tablet paragraph. So, it wasn't simplistic. But despite all that, that's not what I'm mainly sliding down the pulse lane about...

I had to go see... actually more than one psychologist... Two of them. Idk what it is with this week but I've been going to places that I regret. I think going to that center was actually the bigger Kraken of the two... I mean, I actually broke down with face rain at a certain point. And usually when I'm real upset about something I tend to shut down.. And that's kind of what happened... Idk... It's going to be a long while until I get over this... It's like I'm facing a realization... A realization that my life could be forever crashed into a wrecking ball made by Satan. I actually cried... Ya know? It goes beyond that though... I blame myself for being such a complainer and I blame Scioto County for turning me into that complainer... I just got done puking lava to Alessandra how I wish I could time travel to at least late April but TO TELL YOU THE S**T EATING TRUTH NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT! I could just time travel to yesterday and be on a comfortable cloud about it. I should not have went to that center... Like holy s**t, this feels like a nightmare that makes your heart jump out of your chest until your dog wakes you up... And then you're like "OH SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!!! THANK YOU FOR ONLY BEING A SILHOUETTE CORTEX REALM! But nope... I've been right here... All totally real. Idk... This might be the worst day of the year for me... I KNOW I'm being vague about it and that's because it's humiliating.. Maybe I should stop being a bitcher and JUST SEE IT AS A COLLECTIVE AND I HAVE RAINED SO MUCH ABOUT BEING STUCK ON AN ICE GLACIER!!! I'm giving it some thoughts...

ANYWAYS!!! As for videos, I GOT A CLASSIC DOG T**D, covered it in spa soap and TOOK A NICE BITE OUT OF IT. Proof that you can polish a t**d and in another video, I urinated into some old shoes of mine, wore them and tap danced in them. "YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE IN ANOTHER PERSON'S SHOES!"