Tip of Abandoning

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There once was a feeling

Of fright, of dark shadows covering me like a skin, being absorbed in my nerves like itchy lotion, freezing my bones and aggressively filling them with helpless fear, agony and ear shattering cries.

There once was a feeling

Of Emptiness, my heart breaking itself to particles, A harsh though of loneliness dipped deep in my wailing soul, trapped within myself, can’t break free from nothingness.

There once was a feeling

As if I’m drowning, in the deepest crevices of the hungry, unfaithful ocean. Emotion of roaring in timid suffocation, drowning down for long painful hours without hitting the sea bed.

There once was feeling

Of cracks in my body, created by a million hammerings, with every one watching safe and sound and pity. No one could hold out a hand, realizing all is lost. My rusty eyes overflowing of trust.

I pinched myself , yet this feeling never faded