Gloria J / Blue Korean Rivers (Road To Summer 3/18) 2/26-3/7

Song 3 of Road To Summer. All these Songs I wrote towards the end of my first college year which was this year.

Who Is Althea Gibson
Fell in love with this girl who Glows like Johnson
Thinking I found something
Impressive
She left a deep scar what a beautiful impression
But I have deeper confessions
Not understanding
Why shes leaving
Leaning
Towards a new depression
How depressing
Im barely going out
Im barley dressing
Proper
For the season

False prophets
She returned the ring and lost the locket
I saw this
Coming
The moment I was sitting at my first loves wedding
Watching the man I love Resting
Jesus are you really coming
Well Im going

Back home
Its been way too long
Since I wrote Gloria a song

Deep confession
Im lacking confidence
In living
Well really Im just saying
S**t
Just to start a internal conversation

Can I show you Division
And get chu to play hallucination

Confronting
My demons
Confirming
That my past relationships
Meant nothing
I couldve fucked my ex every morning
And yet now shes laying
Next to her newly wed husband

I met this drummer
A couple months after November
And we talked about me being 20 years of age and still sober

My life at this point is somber
And my nights are stateless
Your style is very tasteless
Making excuses
For your exs cheating
Saying they were just young reckless

Well how about you lessen the debate
And embrace
What made
You abbreviate
Your pain
Dont abdicate
On the fame
When frank ocean plays
I think of your name
And I named

This other mans daughter
Said youll call me later
I guess you meant further
Or never
How clever
Was my cover
When I covered
The pain from losing a sister
And brother
I need neither

We server
The bonds we made last December

How decent
How deceiving
Was her crying
The night we was leading
The night we was leaving
For college

Saying she loves me but now is laying with a different man deferring our relationship
If we even having somethings
Cause at the moment

Its nil
19 with a 680 dollar bill
And i still
Feel
Well
...well

I feel better
Superior
Than the super mario brothers

Oh brother
Sad stories on a son who murders
His mother
For street cred
Fanced with the devil
Now hes laying in Lucifers bed

Pass me my runners
She used all 15 rubbers
In one night Last summer
And got hit with her n****s burner
Thats what happens when you date a shooter
Youre aiming shorter
Than forever
For us to be together
My father saying go get her

But her father is a pastor
And shes a sexual actor
She comes faster
When shes sober

Both ways
Been with her since my days in pre K
I kept
The mat
We slept
In the back

Her dress is all black
Red shirt with a somber skirt

She heard
Me ask to come over
But She ponders
Every bad situation
Shes been in with him

Every other day feels like yesterday

deprived of time
Trying to find time
To give her time

Tired of sleeping
Im giving
You my undivided attention

Did I mention
My uncle was everything
losing him invited back my demons

A slave to fear dreaming to be a freeman
At the moment
I'm just a freshman
In my 2nd semester of college
How odd is
This question
Do you love him
No okay so you just miss him
And mess with me
To please
Your shallow sexual needs
In chains
To your orgasm
And other men
Seeds

That we  bury
 in your uterus
Just so we have some kids
By the age of 27

Recollecting
The thoughts of when I was 7
Just a child and I wanted a wedding

With the women that was raising
But what son didnt
Want this

Learning
The meaning
Of loving
A woman
From the first woman

We fell in love with

I go out and kick
Sticks
Into Blue Korean Rivers
Kinda like Jordan
Kinda like Michael

Thinking of Lataya Foreman
And this other girl whos under 20 and already slept with four men
But I'm not shaming
That's what her body wanted

Plus I'm not Jesus

She's cheesing
With my kids

What a perfect Kodak moment
There's no flocking
I love you but this isn't love its just f*****g

On the end like a aglet

I regret
Falling asleep
When Amber said it was getting hard not to fall in love with me

Well im venting
To some girl
Other than jasmine for once

Author's Note

Sorry if they're typos I don't really show my songz to other people this is my first time doing so I hope y'all like it and hopefully yall review it and rate it.