Notifications (10/18 RoadTo Summer)

Nothing into something
My generation
Loves the sound of notifications
Her reflection
Was representation
Of my depression
Deflecting
My action
Im tryin to fix this
Saying you're sorry that you dont miss us
Well I think I just miss the lust
Those majors touches
Beyond cuddling
In the backseat of your car windows tinted
Your bending
Over asking me to take it
Feelin
The crisp
Winds
That youre in
Happy youre in My mention
It's my turn to talk please listen
To somethings
Okay nevermind it's nothing
Goodnight yeah Ill call you next morning
Its been some mornings
& Im yearning
Burning
Passion
Loving
Our old moments
Closing
Our chapter
Hurts

Taking pills for heart burn but it gives me heartburn
Does your heart hurt
Oh word
Saying I love you are just words
Damn well fake actions are worse
Your love acting is worse
F**k our world
But I love you girl
Tellin Vi I wanna marry this girl
But she told me she has her own engagement
I stopped going to church and my mother calls me a heathen
I'm calling heaven
Askin for my uncle
Should I be on suicidal watch
Can we watch our old memories The ones you don't recall
Well press redial
& Ill find you in awhile
Im a little nervous to f*****g cause it's been awhile
Just becsuse its not my style
Girl I like your style
Angel I like your style
Pressing chestnuts in my credits
I take you out using my father debit
On Reddit
To red lobster
Playing monster by Rihanna
Be My Beyoncé
Watch chu say
What did you say the other day
Just texted this girl named Daye
Just tried to call Faye
But she was out on a date
She hates me but I hope shes safe
Tiger  told me she was engaged in the summer
Taj sent me her new number
But she doesn't remember
Who it is whenever
I text her
Repeatin the process
She's upset
Over nonsense
Reflectin
Weather
I want to wear jeans with leather
Met a Angel without feathers
Askin if she wants to be part of my future
Looking at her figure
Trying to figure
Her out
Sway, Vi, and I are heading out
Driving speeding around town
This man should slow down
Going 80
I'm a 20
Let's head onto 290
And i can call Leah  (Lee ah)
I digress
The stress
In this writing
Waiting
For it to start raining
It's been two months since I've been out running
March 18th playing
What the whole world is playing
Dancing jumping chilling crying
All in one sitting
Ain't that something
I present(show) the present (gift)
Yes I'm French
And i heard You're Danish?
I see you're damaged
I see your insecurities
And its a emgerncgy
I want the next relationship to last forever beyond an eternity
Damn look at the  intensity
Of this scenery
Of this historically black university
This girl is sharing a bed with me
And she says im flirty
She said she's surprised my room isn't dirty
And for some reason I told her sorry
Then i made plans to head Calagry
She told me to stay one more night she wanted to vent to me
Secondly
Like listening was my speciality 
I stayed a week cause s**t she's special to me
Too bad we don't speak
Like we need to speak
And its been three
Weeks
Since I've been free
Deprived of life
Waiting for more life to give me life
departed from an established course
Of course
I've been off course
Since we hit the court
1 on 1
I dont con shawtys whos Dumb
I dont wear condoms 
With shawtys whos young
Tellin me to Get out
Calling her cell
After 12
A.M. Is a challenge
Telling her We need some balance
 between us
In this relationship
Going steady
Shes begging me
Saying she's ready
To lose her virginity
But thats not me
To go taking
Wakin
A girls love with no attentions of lovin
She's saying I'm typical
But girl how typical
For you to go with that ritual
Thinking youre royal
Just a peasant
Well just a citizen
Met this girl who's Canadian
And she loves her government
Leading with my act governance
Am I using this
Word correctly is this sentence
Ive been sentience
To zero months in prison
Fell in love with Ambers Poison
Dont deviate from our route
I love your dark flesh and strong roots
We riot
Media stop being biased
Unfairly prejudiced
to black kids
hold on I just got a notification