Committed To My Mistresses    (12 /18 RTS) 2/23/17

Im too passive
Her passion
Is aggressive
We had a agreement
To set up this arrangement
The next mornin
She was undressing
Getting
Ready
To give me some minor entertainment
Her body is her temple and to me its sacred
I see how God made it
With a single Rib

She sang with the Mockingjays
Until she was Blué in the face

Committed To My Mistress
Zoë is probably Nikos favorite actress

I pray and they
Still say
im a atheist
Like I'm agaisnt
Christian
Im just too impatient
To stay Sittin

In church
while im hurt
That i cant hug my uncle
Ronal
Losing my balance
The pain is leaving a lastin
Impression
Give me a relief paintin
I own one paintin

Dancing
With two left feet
By your apartment over the balcony

Holding a conversation
Throwing a breath
Going beneath
Your chest

This is just a reminder
I had your name in highschool on my binder
How alarming

A virgin is in my room and she says my words are convincing
Pretending
Like were F*****g
But it's nothing more than rubbing
A chafe
She told me to cover her face

I'm deserving
She was suicidal and told me I gave her a purpose
She was hurting
Over her last relationship
She gave me a purpose
Bought her a cheap ring and was on my way to giving her  a proposal
You're the Goat but its very debatable
But you disremeneber
Im very
Waery
Tired for no reason and its scary

Seeing you spend the summer with some other n***a

We missed each other at the different moments
At the wrong moments

Well im going

To Virginia as a virgin
Met a girl from Texas
And Was hoping she was waiting
Wanting

Me as bad as I wanted her

She doesn't want
A tummy tuck

She wants a breast reduction
Sounding ignorant
To the information
The mirror is giving
She's perfect

 Never got the chance to spend 1000$ on a ring but it would've been worth it
The fact is im embarrassed
That she couldn't care less
I couldn't care any less

I would've been Committed

To her best interest
She likes Jazz and the Internet

She's basci-ally
Me

I throw alleys
To myself
She's just a valley to me
A shallow hill
That shadows the figure of Lauren Hill
she sings like she's  Lauren hill
Like she's Erayka Badu

I won't @ chu
But I'll bless you
On social media

You're so devoted to me
Move slow when it's cold
And slow when it's burning
You know this world runs on contradictions
Your face is a distractions

From your hips
But your lips


You're younger
But act older
Than your brother
Whenever
It gets closer
To Summer

You take longer
To get dress when the windows are colder


I walk upstairs to avoid confrontation
I should talking
I should be concentrating
But it hurts seeing you crying

My uncle was dying
Fighting

For his life
Went to sleep at 47 without ever meeting his wife
He told me I should get out more and experience life
And I might
But it hurts losing my guy
Every night I cry
Asking Allah why
GOD why
Is the sky
Dyed

Blue

As my face

My first date was with Hannah we went to Rave
I wish Asia Would Take
Me more serious
When I talk about marriage

Taija called me and mention her engagement
Wondering if this was her way of giving me an invitation
But she was just playing
My heart and soul filled with Elation
That same night I got a ride to her apartment
From Chris

All Christ
I might
Fall in love under this artificial light

TIGER sighs
At the sight

Of my eyes
Losing pride

Lost my balance
And Uri-El got me back on it

Now we're laughing in love
With cults
In love with her curls
Beautiful as any black girl

We look out for our Trayvons
Like were Draymond
And we love our people even if they use all crayons

Dancing in fire woth Dragons
Girl youre on fire and you dragging

Us into War

2000 - 012
Our relationship started with a solar flare
So I guess  it'll only last 10 more years

I already told you
I love you
But that was different you
That I knew
Id lose
I suppose
Thats what happens when you love...young women
They never say goodbye when their leavin
Then come back hurting
& I give them all love aint that somethin