I'm Tired (15/18 RTS)

Telling her the same things Jaybee
told me
Im no good for you now or maybe

im not for you at the moment
I'm just trying to be honest
And not sugar coat this

I always seem to meet girls and have a story with them...
im not looking for anything like a commitment

Heading to the outlet
Round rock Texas

I got alot of things that need closure
That I'm going to take care of this summer

We can get on both ends on the spectrum
And say it's a fun
It's all a pun
intended
You broke me
My cousin told that made me defensive

Talking about my depression
And nobody is listening
And it's killing
The feelings

In my temple
Breaking down mental
Illnesses
Your ego is an illness
It's contagious
You dress vintage
Im Trying my hardest
 to get chu since you said i couldn't

have you
and when i get chu I won't want you

anymore
Sorry I'm tired so I wasn't keeping score
But I know I scored

Some points
But what's the point

Im losin coins

Two faced women
Cold as the girl on sun and hot as the man on the moon
Told me you'll see me soon
But we only met up because I ran into
You
Visitin Our old schools

Tying my boots
So I dont trip over you

Cold sweat
I bet
You know I'm nervous

Truth is im scared I'm hurtin
Guttin
Myself
Diggin a hole to hell
It smells
Like sulfuric acid
This is such an iconic
Moment
Us slow dancing
To Leon bridges
Outside of your apartment

You still havent
Visited
What are doing
Too busy and its concernin
Well the summer is comin
Can I get your number and we go out and do somethin

Before I'm 20 years old
I tried to contact you 2880 days ago
But you never pick up your phone

These days
Ive been tired these days

Im sleep deprived
Im not big on Egos & Pride

Tell me the price
Is right
For this ice we might
fight
But I need this flight
So I can see Vi

Whats with this guy

In the reflection
 
Sex and Drugs in your environment
I guess it's a bad habit

What's up with you on Drakes VeVo
Tired of  me always listening to OVO
But you're addicted to pills and XO

Getting high to avoid your lows
On the weekend
Is all that weed something youre craving
Bathing

In liquor
I know you're feelin someway
Well anyway
You can stop comparin Drake & Tory Lanez

Luv

I Told You already its a reminder
That I won't be home for dinner
I won't call Tiger
Next December

It was just a false alarm last October
Was scared of having a son or daughter
Barely a man how could I be a father
Like my father

Asking me about my exs
But never my depression
What's up with Elizabeth

She loves everybody but me
What's up girls I love turning towards weed
Like thats what they need

I had a dream
About me having a dream
About me having a nightmare
Worked up crying dry tears
Crying blood tears

The topic
Is revolvin
What am I doin
Two steppin
Milly rockin
With lucifer

Dreams defer
But I  prefer
That I end it off with her
I just need some type of closure
And I'm getting closer
To being further
Up the ladder

Dropping pagers
It's larger
in English
With a 77
& it feels Like im failin
Too tired im fallin

Asleep but I will lift up my eyes with Rex Dino
Up north in the snow

Pink and white skylines are so beautiful and underrated
This white Ferrari is out dated
But it's has Godspeed because I got the engine updated

Playin tennis
With Remy
This is all higher
knowledge in college for higher learner
& im burning
Rubber
Remember I love her

Well on this court that means nothin
It means Im losin
Whos winning then?

Deuce to 40
If he ever sees me
& I we start talking then leavin
I thought the rapper Dave was trendin
I was so happy for the moment
Conflictin
Emotions
At this alters altercation
Shes a future actresses
she has access
To American musical and dramatic academy
Congratulations on your acceptance
Just know me and my cousin are accepting
Invitation
To any graduation
Even if we haven't been on talking
Terms

We need to learn
How to tell wigs from a perfect perm
Dance for me mentally since your a stripper
I rather call you a professional dancer

Emotional but who wouldnt be if they had  be born with cancer