Is You Single Or What/Ill give you the moon (2017WinterBreak  1/8)

12/16/17

I was just thinkin of U tryin to recreate the feelin of first meetin U while textin U without Ur number met chu close to the winter but our conversation feels somethin like Summer
Undressing words knowin they have a deeper meanin
"Is you single or what"
Did you ask me if I like winter better would you get upset if I changed the subject and didn't answer
Expressing my feelings through a framed letter
Is that alright
If I chose to reply in the form of a write
Written word
Spoken
Words
Feel like a garden of terms
In Highschool I never learned just adapted to the classes so I could be passing while N****s were passing asses
Asking jupes for their assets
So when they came to me that's all their asking
But then I was respect women
Trying to show them
A different light
Off topic
Wanting to forever stay on topic since it's always you
I wrote 3 songs that mentioned you
How come I was so nervous to approach you
And now I'm approaching you about what type of food
You want this evenin
10 years later coming home to you cleaning with the children
"Is you single or what"
Creating a relationship with a photo album I'm serious are you serious
Cause I'm not looking for another heart break
Just trying to take my time in saying
What chu wanna hear
So when you hear it you feel it knowing it's true
Cool crisp chips your favourite color is blue
Busty Bust balloons in all red like it
We can be floating too
You'll float too
Drop the burners take the hunter out of me and help me settle into our first apartment seeing your birthday appearance with a blushing complexion
When I start touching your melanin
I need a high dose of melatonin
And some of your affection
For this night sleeping
Slipping into a dark of  Abyss
Of feelings for you do I sound insecure or obscure
When I say where are you just worried about U
Tryin to protect you like my pride king me Simba be my play date and become my wife Nala
Give me a child and name him Mavet-Messiah
And he can learn about whatever Messiah
He desires
Give me daughters named Jada and Jadé
And play me Sade on a Friday like on the 8th of December

"Is you single or what"


You got the fire and desire I'll f**k you to Daniel Caesar Hold me down if you hold me down and I'll do it all while holding you down and actually like hold you down to the couch
Wow that's a mouth full give me an hour and your mouth will be full
Just like your uterus having your friends ask about the status of our children
And we're just like it's the first one but we are working towards 11

Said you're scared that I'll be leaving
Has me thinking you still don't know me
Can I show you me
Trying to be open to you without spilling dark secrets

Met in Sza SZN so let's make a "Gadern"
Lose track of time "broken clocks" and throw some "Doves in the wind" be my "Super model" my "Love Galore" play you a beat on my key board that sounds like "Drew Barrymore" would it be rude if I asked to go to your "Prom" I never had one is it on "The Weekend" "Go Gina" all night just play "Anything" hella "Wavy" you ain't a "Normal Girl" That's why I want you to give "Pretty Little Birds" when I'm 20 something when you're 20 something

What is that you're so sad but beautiful in the way you lay your head when you mention those letter I wrote

Okay Ive been learning practicing playing piano autistic audio version of Some songs I always wanted to f**k to I mean talk to express my feelings to you through the tips of my finger
Leaves through the vine

Is you single
Are you single
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Waitin for u to reply left on read why did I even try
Hold you when you cry dry your third eye
& just try not to lie
To me about me
Can u hear my voice through the phone
Can u please start callin my home your home
And sing me a sexual song before morn
Thats our norm
Just a college kid trying to out some kids in you
Thats Y we barely kiss now N public
Knowin it'll lead to somethin
I'll give you anythin
I'll fight for everythin you wanted N UR wildest dreams
All the sugars & creams
Ill give you the moon

Author's Note

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