She's Not Beyoncé Interlude  (2017WinterBreak 3/8)

12/16/17

Beautiful as the storm I stole she smokes dope and talks slow
I think slow
During Winter time
Almost 10 years since it snowed
Last week it snowed
Last week we talked about whatever it's not like you'll remember our first conversation like I do
No I won't smoke even if my babies mother ask me to
Yes I like you too I adore those shoes
You showed me size 7
But what's your ring?
Late night kinda ting
We can do many tings
I don't wanna chill or come over I want give you books you read pass the cover
And lay in the covers and talk about Instagram comments
Watching stars become comets
I'm a comer
Venue
Trying to make us a revenue
I'll buy us a house on an avenue
That has new
Appliances
Tell me what chu cooking
Cooling off
Turn your alarm off and let me into your mental
Show me your vulnerable
Like all of God's Angels
Like all of Allahs children
Still a child in the eyes of our mothers
Tell your mother I'll take and protect her daughter

In the halls of my Alma mater
Can I enter your grey matter before your pink matter then talk about dark matter
Lack of light

Could write chu a book titled truly yours telling my life story
Tell me your story slowly
So you can start growing mentally

Feely freely pleading to Jesus to let get back to me wishing I was still 16 17 so I could wake up out of this sleep never thought Id see the age of 20
Or the winter break of 20
17
Tired of hearing the word king when I'm no king
Thought process all locked up fucked up music is so addictive imagine if I actually did something addictive
You're so seductive
allure
You don't look like a Charlie you look like a skylar
Polar
Bear
Mid flight
Mid f**k you better not take another puff
Huffy heavy breathing
Got me bragging to my boys about my beautiful woman
One of the kind
Kind of the one
Would that be considered a pun
Don't ask me for drinks when I'm 21 cause I'm not buying none until you're 21

Or 22 23 27 or something like that
Something like 31
I mean I'll ask you on the 31st
Like by the 1st day of the next first semester
Was feeling sick but I'm feeling better
I've never been with a virgin like that never wanted to take their passport
Just wanted to give emotional support
Can you walk me to the airport like I would've walked you to class

Hoping you do better than pass
Wanting to know about your past
But not that past
Said you had no friends
Shawtys who was my friend then?

In the same shoes just different cultures same culture you understand mines better
My hearts colder than it seems
Polaroid picture camera captures every moment we smile side side no side effects talking about children but not marriages
What message am I sending you
Well to me that kid is forever with chu so don't chu ever leave me
If you do my work won't be at peace
Hoping you understand me
When I say you're not Beyoncé and I want chu to be the mother of my Baby
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SHES NO BEYONCE INTERLUDE