The comment(2017WinterBreak 5/8)

The comment(2017WinterBreak 5/8)

A Poem by GSM


9/18/17

That was strangely arousing
Ear orgasms
I got this from a YouTube comment section
Playin words in reverse
Tryin to write a verse
That wont be heard
By more than a few ears
I got a few fears

She has a few years on me a few questions
About who was with me
Last night when I was on vacation
Going to go see this west African doin something generic
Something to do with her genetics

All natural she uses raw material for her art projects
Asking me to protect her work
But I have work
At 6AM

So stop callin
Im sleepin
Im readin our old messages
Deleted our first messages
When we met because you text so inconsisnt it was too inconvenient for me to write in Indonesian
But I can speak a little French
Im just a little mixed
Is that your little kid

Was that your comment
I don't have a comment
Never thought to be a step parent
Im Losin patience
Waitin
For you to mature
Barely 20 and you're already a mother
At 17 I almost became a father with Maddi and Jasmine
A couple of girls from my past that have new men
Grown looking more like women


Looking more like the lyrics in my remix of The Resistance 10 years from 07
Missing The birth of who I started with

Always wanted to be a father but I'm not ready to raise a kid
20 still just a college kid
To Taija last August that was just some college kid s**t
And nothing is the different

Nothing was the same since she first left
Wishing I kept her
Wishing I met her years later

Laying down layers
Falling for liars

When did I go missing why am I so different

For you...

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What's with that all black lipstick
Covering your lips
That kisses
The moons eclipse
Youre eyes look anxious
Trying my best to write and become famous
Like Venus
And Sarena
Like Venus and Saturn
Turn left it's what's left that turns
Out bad
Remember when I played you micheal Bad
Remember when I kissed your hand
writing
You letters
That you'll never read
I'm so indescive
I think
I mean...
I need..
We need
To communicate
You yell and hang up but still I asked you on a date
What day any day
Just show up
And dress up
Set the sun up
Loosen up
Your bra strap
And relax

I think they call this venting
Well im Resting I'm listening just not reacting
To your decisions  i like the decorations
In your apartment
Pardon the interruption
I'm trying to figure out your description
With nothing but music
I've written
sections
About you a short song about you
Learned to played the piano for you
So I can play Bria Bria's Interlude
So I can play Bria a song
While she plays her guitar strings
Said not strings
Attached
But woke up attached
To ropes
Trying to never get too low
When the wind blows
Sat on Campus and played Nyah OVOXO
Spilling wine that's classy  drunk called me asking if you were crazy cause you called 15 people and nobody answered first year of college it's okay you're feeling lonely
I've been feeling lonely for 15 years

Flower prints all on the spheres of influence
Never told me you were moving to Dallas
I feel like this Winter Yafeh will be calling
And we'll be sitting in her car talking
Like were in Highschool again
She left Im sure she'll do it again

I've been thinking about me lately
Thinking I should check on Zoë
Maybe call her when I stop by in Cali
To talk with lil TT
Considering the fact that Technically Julie and I are married
Wishing we was married at 17
Knew her since way back when we never thought of 20 17
Everyone wasn't for me
Rushing relationships
What's your relation to this ship
I'm the captain
That's why I do this s**t
That why when we post we don't need captions
A thousand words
Chidori 1000 birds
Chirp
Lighting cutter
Copying my every move like Kakashi
Kept coming back like Ali
Wallahi
Mashhalah
Stuck in darkness like Kurama

Found myself stuck in Drama
When girls I've never spoken to
Are Telling my story to
girls I'm trying to f**k when they never read it
Editin crucial moments
Editin this video to fit the cubical
So I don't have to go home
To watch pornos
With Sarah

Been awhile but I still flirted wit Sarah
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At her baby shower
Barely pregnant so we decided to take a shower to share deep thoughts as we got intimate
She says my skin is so intimidating
I told her ,hers is so privileged
I'm still fighting depression and she hasn't notice
It's no task
To ask how I'm doing
When the moon's far from landing
This was all added to intense the moment
....please forgive
yourself

© 2018 GSM


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Share your very excellent. subway surfers

It helped me to have much more knowledge in this field. Hope to contribute my work to my work better


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