![]() The comment(2017WinterBreak 5/8)A Poem by GSM9/18/17 That was strangely arousing Ear orgasms I got this from a YouTube comment section Playin words in reverse Tryin to write a verse That wont be heard By more than a few ears I got a few fears She has a few years on me a few questions About who was with me Last night when I was on vacation Going to go see this west African doin something generic Something to do with her genetics All natural she uses raw material for her art projects Asking me to protect her work But I have work At 6AM So stop callin Im sleepin Im readin our old messages Deleted our first messages When we met because you text so inconsisnt it was too inconvenient for me to write in Indonesian But I can speak a little French Im just a little mixed Is that your little kid Was that your comment I don't have a comment Never thought to be a step parent Im Losin patience Waitin For you to mature Barely 20 and you're already a mother At 17 I almost became a father with Maddi and Jasmine A couple of girls from my past that have new men Grown looking more like women Looking more like the lyrics in my remix of The Resistance 10 years from 07 Missing The birth of who I started with Always wanted to be a father but I'm not ready to raise a kid 20 still just a college kid To Taija last August that was just some college kid s**t And nothing is the different Nothing was the same since she first left Wishing I kept her Wishing I met her years later Laying down layers Falling for liars When did I go missing why am I so different For you... ---------------------- What's with that all black lipstick Covering your lips That kisses The moons eclipse Youre eyes look anxious Trying my best to write and become famous Like Venus And Sarena Like Venus and Saturn Turn left it's what's left that turns Out bad Remember when I played you micheal Bad Remember when I kissed your hand writing You letters That you'll never read I'm so indescive I think I mean... I need.. We need To communicate You yell and hang up but still I asked you on a date What day any day Just show up And dress up Set the sun up Loosen up Your bra strap And relax I think they call this venting Well im Resting I'm listening just not reacting To your decisions i like the decorations In your apartment Pardon the interruption I'm trying to figure out your description With nothing but music I've written sections About you a short song about you Learned to played the piano for you So I can play Bria Bria's Interlude So I can play Bria a song While she plays her guitar strings Said not strings Attached But woke up attached To ropes Trying to never get too low When the wind blows Sat on Campus and played Nyah OVOXO Spilling wine that's classy drunk called me asking if you were crazy cause you called 15 people and nobody answered first year of college it's okay you're feeling lonely I've been feeling lonely for 15 years Flower prints all on the spheres of influence Never told me you were moving to Dallas I feel like this Winter Yafeh will be calling And we'll be sitting in her car talking Like were in Highschool again She left Im sure she'll do it again I've been thinking about me lately Thinking I should check on Zoë Maybe call her when I stop by in Cali To talk with lil TT Considering the fact that Technically Julie and I are married Wishing we was married at 17 Knew her since way back when we never thought of 20 17 Everyone wasn't for me Rushing relationships What's your relation to this ship I'm the captain That's why I do this s**t That why when we post we don't need captions A thousand words Chidori 1000 birds Chirp Lighting cutter Copying my every move like Kakashi Kept coming back like Ali Wallahi Mashhalah Stuck in darkness like Kurama Found myself stuck in Drama When girls I've never spoken to Are Telling my story to girls I'm trying to f**k when they never read it Editin crucial moments Editin this video to fit the cubical So I don't have to go home To watch pornos With Sarah Been awhile but I still flirted wit Sarah --- At her baby shower Barely pregnant so we decided to take a shower to share deep thoughts as we got intimate She says my skin is so intimidating I told her ,hers is so privileged I'm still fighting depression and she hasn't notice It's no task To ask how I'm doing When the moon's far from landing This was all added to intense the moment ....please forgive yourself © 2018 GSM |
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1 Review Added on January 11, 2018 Last Updated on January 11, 2018 Author![]() GSMHouston, TXAboutTo me you're a loner I don't mean it in a bad way though it's like you don't need anyone but you think it'd be nice to have some people around but not just anyone you only associate with certain peopl.. more..Writing
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