I hate Conclusions (2017 WinterBreak 7/8)

10/31/17

Hanging out at 7:30 with Christians
Telling them stories of when I was Muslim telling them how Yaweh helped me remember my baptism moments
Talking to Kobbi about gaining knowledge
Worte this girl a note saying I hope we can kick it off in college
But she's just into partying
Drowning streets heading down the anthem
She told me shes been heart broken just one phone conversation and she helped me write three songs for this Album
Met a girl she asked if I've been hiding told her I was just busy driving to Katy no excuses she commutes from Houston
These days I get Numbers but can never give Jupes a reason to save them
Cole said don't save them Draks says save them and Kendrick just tells me to get them thinking
Mind stimulating story telling
Is an art witg 4 parts
Wishing we can stay in the rising action climax feeling
Just because I hate endings I hate conclusion
Emotions colliding
Riding with a kid I knew since we were teens well he's still a teen I think he'll be 20 in January
Take ease on the highway
Gave Coast my jacket just so she can know when we're together it's my way our way
Met a girl named Raeven Whitely being Hib3st Last night Jennifer reminds of my poison Ivy
Sweet like Ivie in her league
Still listening to who Katy Perry
And I still have a crush on hallie berry
I don't do parties I was just going to see Jenny
Woke up this morning to a cloudy sky
Was elated happy it wasn't sunny
Just wanted to chill in cool weather
Feeling this sweater weather
She's all in feather and I'm in brown leather
With an orange cap
She said I don't dress Ave ( have without the H )
Can we talk about your feelings
Can i tell you about my children
That I'm having
With 3 different women
Failing my self
Told my self
esteem I wouldn't be this man not even in my dreams
Wishing after highschool I couldn't gave Elizabeth her ring
Young was barely 18
When I decided to say nothing
Wishing that night I said nothing
Wishing we fixed our problems


Told Phillip Let's make music I'll l buy us this equipment read the description
2 weeks shipments
Young kid named Jospeh has a girl who's argumentative he's tired of her voice she's never right but she's the debate captain she's Ms Freshman her sister is more into art music and dancing
It's "Calagry Ft Cypress" Alief Houston
Group of independent artist that make up a new genre of music relating to the unrelated of our 90s babies generation
On my way home I just realized I was nervous for no damn reason kinda wishing I didn't have this feeling of missing her voice
Thinking about my depression
Should I call my cousin and tell him or is he dealing with his own things 20 and I'm still fighting the same demons

She loves him but she's always running from her problems
That aren't problems

Asking him can you take me shopping and he would if she was cooking meals at home but she's tired from working and he's working hopefully they figure out something

Hopefully I leave this country it just ain't for me
I just need some time to think
In a new location
Changing locations dirty diamond dancing with the stars with strippers telling her she doesn't have to do this to feed her kid

Took her out to eat with her kids and I can tell when she's not at work she's a different person
Doesn't carry value on her persons
Told me over the phone she was hurting wishing I notice the cutting
On her skin
Wishing I answer her second call again
Was out busy f*****g
Now all I got left is a voicemail and it ain't formal
All over the microphone crying
Kinfing herself
How painful I couldn't finshed Yafehs song before she came over
She rolls her Eyelids
When she feels it
Told me we could do it with or without music
In her white Hybird just talking
Night walking
Creepers is stalking
Mental artist flawless lyrics facing it in the broken mirror in a highschool restroom
That's why I only kick it with a few
Why Yaweh when I text her she says it's new
I should've knew
What she said when she said how can I love her if I didn't  Love you...

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