Hangover Too

I was at this party dancing with a girl and in that moment I thought about how a few of my female friends would go out every weekend get high/drunk to run from their problems.

Hardly dressed how much more sexual
Could this party get

Some days I miss rotations
I wonder if this music is a distraction
From her inner demons
Patron weed smoke when she’s hurting

Is this really your scene
A bit star struck when you hit these scenes
From shots you never seem to leave - on the table
Okay let me buy you a drink
When I know you don’t need
Anymore this weekend

Tell me about your designated
And destination you’re avoiding at social events
From your inner matrix
Of course you rather swing your hips
Need some type of attention
And tonight Im giving
Looking to get to catching
Those blessings you received from mothers
Who wish you’d call her
But you’re busy with spring fest
Filthy dancing
All because school is stressing
Life is stressing
And I can’t help but notice
Your faceless expression
You’re Hiding with drunken expressions

With Miguel Resurrecting R&B
Your leisure is War no wonder you experience mental casualties
Said you’re a holy Christian
And usually you only drink - to get tipsy
Tonight Passed your limit
Lost your own expectations of what life is
So tragic
25 for extended lashes
You’re flashing
Stuck in your eyes really stuck in your hips grinding
Throw it all on me
Just don’t Throw it away
Tonight when you’re feeling lonely
Away from home
How much tonight are you going to smoke
To reach new highs that introduce new lows


Or is this a projection
Because lately Ive been looking in the abyss and the abyss is staring
Sorry if My suggesting
Is making this an awkward situation
Really came here knowing I rather be home reflecting
On all my life’s personal decisions
Wondering how they lead me to this moment
My new late is recent
And Going out on weekends in spring fest is just traditions
I just got into - since canceled homecomings
I can’t help compare y’all - you know the last girl I was with was going through it
I heard she was moving
Thinking that’ll change her feelings
But it’s all internal
I wish she’d find some interest
In things that aren’t so materialistic
She called before I headed here
But I was busy and I fear I missed last chances
To work out last impressions


OK we can head to my home the cushions are kosher
The culture is closer
To what’s colder
To different area codes (border)northern
You’ve been moody Fog in the Rearview is somber

Tell me about all insecurities
I’ll provide you with assurance
With no hidden fees
Okay I think this is your last drink